Wednesday 25 July 2012

Time doesn't wait..



'It's never too late for true love', he whispers  
'It never just goes away,' It's always there, it just needs to be awakened, again..'  
'And, and, what we had, it was real....' 'It can be a-g-a-i-n...' 

Sometimes it is too late...
Sometimes you sit and you wait and you hope that, that special person will realize what you had was special and rare and out of this world, and come back, but then as time passes, so does your hope of ever getting back together again and suddenly, one day, there's nothing there - not even a tiny scar to remind you that there was once a big well, filled to the brim with crazy, passionate, love. 

Slowly that huge hole in your heart starts to close, day by day, hour by hour, second by second it gets smaller and smaller - you miss them less, your days get fuller, you become your own bestfriend, you learn how to walk alone again 


it's over 



it's like it never was there to begin with. I can't try and find what we had - I've spent two years forgetting, growing and weeping and recovering. I've convinced myself that there's more than this and.... today, now... after seeing you, I actually believe there's more out there for me. And you, you were just someone that accompanied me on the journey for a short while, and then the train came to a stop and you could have stayed on, I asked you to, you had a CHOICE, but you chose to get off - it was your choice! That train doesn't wait - it keeps moving and I've moved with it. I travelled too far to come back to the second stop, so I'll continue on my journey. 



Thank you for the experience my sweet once upon a time lover.