I pretend I don't care, that I am happy being alone
That i am not lonely, that in fact I hate Valentines Day and all the bullshit that surrounds it
those ugly red and white soft toys the cards that make you want to puke they're so awful
but today I realised, I actually am lonely
when the fuck did i get so lonely?
When did I start pushing people away?
And importantly, why?
That i am not lonely, that in fact I hate Valentines Day and all the bullshit that surrounds it
those ugly red and white soft toys the cards that make you want to puke they're so awful
but today I realised, I actually am lonely
when the fuck did i get so lonely?
When did I start pushing people away?
And importantly, why?
I feel exactly like this. Sometimes we do things without thinking and then we realize it was wrong/stupid. Only then we begin to ask 'why?'. I don't have the answer to your question because I'm asking that to myself as well.It's nice to find someone who I can relate to. Somehow it makes me feel less alone.
ReplyDeleteMe too. Me too. :)
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