LOVE



But it's not a choice is it;

You find yourself in a river,

when you don't remember flying down the stream

It's like drowning in the ocean,

when the last time you checked you were standing safely above the sand

It's bite you didn't feel

now the venom is creeping into your skin, attacking your cells

taking over, you're trying to stay alive, but the poison

is in control, it's intoxicating your brain

You try to fight it, but you can't, every thoughts leads you back there

you think and think and think until you are exhausted

and even then you are still not out of thoughts

round and round they go

You chose to stop,

you fight against it,

but its useless

I didn't chose you,

nor did you chose me,

but after what i learnt by loving you

if it was a choice

I would choose to stop loving you

I would also choose to love you all over again